love in a desert

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Today there was a lot of different dreams. One of them is very pleasant. As if we were a group of people traveling across the desert. I see a young man, who I like very much. We are changing views. It seems to me, he like me too. The sand around, under feet interesting vegetation found : a rare low grass casts shadows so if you look with great height on these trees. I photographed. Looking through the eyes of his, seeing as any active girl hang up on his neck. I'm giving way, I want to go faster, but to drop something out of the hands. Cannot, to raise, but some reach before me. My hand is on top of his. I am raising eyes: he is. We are on the haunches, eyes to eyes, hand in hand …)) Very erotic moment. We slowly climb up, not giving the eye and not leaving hands. He is higher then me more than a head. We are moving forward with the group, runs some tunnels, slopes, climbs the hillsof sand. We are staying in any large empty house, like a school. He begins to ring me in the dance, I feel myself so small next to him. He separates me from the ground and circled in the air, holding me waist so that our eyes in front of each other. I feel his strong arms, shoulders, back under him clothes so real! I feel the smell of his skin. I am head over heels in love! We are folling in love! The long-forgotten feeling ..)))

P.S. This young man has dreamed me before. When I got the book Bradley Thompson “Informed dream for seven days”, I immediately start to practice. I saw informed dream in the first day. Inexpressible feeling! I will write more later. And on the seventh day it had a guy who I saw in a dream today. Here are just a perception, it was somewhat sad.

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Large spacious apartment, a noisy company, celebrate the New Year. We find ourselves with him in a separate room, sitting on the floor opposite each other. We talk about something, laugh, it`s very interesting to us to be together. Somebody knock in a door and call us to enjoy, but we remain. We can`t satiable company of each other. Eyes are burning, both filled of that sense of recognition of the approximation of love. Then we walked together of the high bank of the sea. Autumn. Coast entire large hills from the sand. I failed, he pull me. We are so happy! Everything seems so real. We are again in the same room, when suddenly I realize that this is a dream!The picture begins to gradually disappear, like a thaw. I cling to each image, trying to hold. I know for sure that it was all in my life! I just make sure of that! Again, try to check - this is a dream or not. I scream: “Is that all a lie!? Mom! Is all a lie? Is this not have been?!” And so I become sick from this, that I feel so strong hurt in the heart! I weep bitterly. Wake up in tears.

church rite

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This dream was 9 months. I was together with someone walking past the beautiful ancient church in European beautiful city. In front of it were a crowd of people waiting for the start of some action. Someone coming to me and said: “You need ascension urgently!” Then we climb the ladder, located directly to the church, as firefighters have. Go up very high, try not to look down and terribly afraid of. After rising I find myself crucified on the cross. Suddenly my cross with me begins slowly turns until hanging upside down the head. The height is mad and it’s so scary! Then below I hear a nice song. After song ended someone turns me backward and I descend the stairs down. Crowd at the bottom welcomed me as a queen:)

From there I run to the railway station. Go through underground and find there malachite-pendant on a gold chain. There is Ganesha (Hindu god of wisdom or prophecy) image on it, sitting on a pyramid. There is a hole in the pyramid, which shows how the ball rolls, very beautiful ball. And on the back of pendant written: Remember the law of compensation! You must return the owner, because lose something another. Nobodies where around. So I decide to keep it.

Such a dream!

after the flight

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I saw amazing dream! I was on the top of a huge mountain with many ledges. I and few people hold by hands for them, each at his own. Suddenly ledge gradually slipping out from the hands, like sand. I roll down the hill next to the lower projection. Clinging to it, but it disappears again. So many times it was. I understand that in any case doomed to fall. Turn to see, where to fall, but there is only bottomless abyss! Just do not see the bottom, like eternity! Some people have already fallen with terrible cries. Unbelievable fear and destiny! I see the latest projection, which disappears under my hand and I fall back down flat! So hard and powerful fall on the back! The feeling is so strong! The first fraction of a second are million thoughts in my head. I have mercy with fear, imagining how my body is broken into pieces... But it takes a moment. Then I think, in fact, it’s first and only flight in my life! Enjoy them fully! Feel a bird! That's all! Instantly absolutely different sensations in the body, like I let it go. I feel the state of total weightlessness. I soaring like a cloud or feather. Power complete euphoria! Such incredible pleasant feelings.

P.S. Would be advised to go through all this:)

And after that... I did not break! I find myself in a corridor, the walls of which hung a lot of info boards. Each board with some kind of topic - such a space of options to choose from. You can select any! For example, one of them for that, who wants to be an artist and here everything that you need to do: school, teachers, paper, pencils, canvases, paint - everything is available, including time and place where to live and work. And even options to realize your creativity with art galleries, shops and exhibitions:) At another board are all for a designer. And so on. Available everything, what you want. Just make your choice. I woke up with a great mood, light and renewed. I like a born again.

So unpredictable dream!

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my past life

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This dream I had a half years ago. In my dream I was clear that this is one of my past lives. Times were approximately 19 century. I was there incredibly graceful and beauty in a gentle pink dress, tied to the breasts. Magnificent view, graceful long neck and light skin. All shows – aristocrat of blue bloods. And the same beautiful soul - gentle, vulnerable, bright and clean. I was walking on the huge vast castle and my pink dress gently winds behind me. I come into the rooms one after another. In one of them similar events to the fairy tale Cinderella. There are women, girls and men of one family at the room, and they are very evil to me. I feel like an alien there, but for some reason must to live there. I am friendly with them, but they just had a gall to anger and hatred. I get out of this room and go to another. There I saw my baby child boy, so smiling and radiant. He is with baby sitter there. A room designed especially for him with all children's toys and things. All looks very nice. We play and laughing together. He was happy to see me.

After that I am going to the sea and I walked barefoot on the water. I really yearn for a husband, I love him so strong. It seems, he was in the distant voyage. And probably this is his house and his relatives. I am looking at the sea to far and a desire to drown arises of despair and anguish. But realize it or not, I do not know. I woke up.

Kamadeva

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I saw the dream, where I traveling with my friends on island somewhere in the Mediterranean Sea. We get to some place like ancient city. There a lot of multi-level stone waterfalls and shallow pools. The water is crystal clear everywhere. Somewhere are ancient stone statues various sizes and shapes halfway in the water. Sun is shining, sky is bright, silence and grace around. We swim there in natural pools. Far away I see in one of the pools a large stone Goddess statue. I found that my friends came here special to see the Goddess. They said that if you ask her, she presented the most beautiful love to you, which you can only dream of. My friends went to statue, but I continueв my swimming, watching from afar. And suddenly I decide to ask the Goddess about gift of love. Why not, if I am here? I was reaching there through many stage, but I did it! The Goddess was in a huge bucket of water and I go into the water. In my hand a rosary of onyx, I wash them in the water. But feel some discomfort of my entrance without invitation. I do not even hope on something, but suddenly it comes alive and starts talking to me. She is very beautiful friendly, takes my beads and demonstrates how to wash them properly. Then she shows me some kind of plate, turns it to me and ask: “Can you read?” It was in black Agate stone posted: KAMADEVA. After it Goddess becomes a stone sculpture again.
Very strange dream!

amethyst mountain

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I have dreamed that I traveling in Kazakhstan. There have already built a new huge subway. And suddenly, I found myself near deposit of amethyst stone. It was a whole mountain of violet crystals on the street, shining very bright. Indescribable beauty! I’m walking on the mountain and want to take a piece of stone, but there are guards everywhere which strictly watching all around. It was impossible to take any piece. Then I found an excavation, where selling all kinds of amethyst samples that producing there. These stones are various sizes, colors, views, final faceted or unrefined. There are all sorts amethyst products: rings, pendants, jewelry, beads, bracelets etc. Everything there is so much expensive, highest prices. I was very outraged and angry of it! These all, what they sell are gifts of nature, our Mother Earth, eventually. This is the common heritage of mankind! Why are these people profit that belongs to everyone, just because of deposit is located on their territory?!
Such expressive thoughts I had in this short dream:)

three floors of happiness

Preface: In this dream will meet two characters: Boroda and Papa. They are well known as simoronists - Gurangov and Dolohov. Who does not know, Simoron is a school of wizards. They wrote not one book on this topic. They constantly hold festivals of yoga and Wizards Dancing, one of which I have visited, from what got fun:) Such funny guys. This dream I saw approximately one year after the festival, and exactly one week before they were to come with festival to our city, which I very much wanted to go, but have no possibility for that moment. Therefore, this dream seems very strange for me.

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I see the dream, where in front of the house people gathered. It was a house which I lived in childhood. There is a beautiful yard with fresh trees and bushes, and a little cloudy. I am staying there with wizards Boroda and Papa, watching people, somewhat ironically, because people there so much serious without reason. We stand in silence and I’m looking into eyes of wizards. From this moment starts some kind of powerful psychedelic action. I understand that they are people of other planet or even dimension. I feel no earthly substance under me, turn my head around and all smoothly and quietly turns into another... The same trees are turned into trees some extraordinary beauty... The same grass under my feet transforms into something unusual, like in Paradise. No words to spell. Birds from ordinary sparrows become paradise kolibri:) All around filled bright colors, heady fragrances and beautiful sounds. I am slowly thinking if it’s a heaven it probably should be such. And the more I looked at this beauty, so even more incredible it becomes. At a moment I feel it could break me with delight, so sweet feelings in heart... It corresponds sensations of very bright orgasm when everything overwhelms you, that inadvertently starts crying of happiness. I begin to cry and look into surprised eyes of Boroda. He embraced me and said: “Good, baby. But it’s only beginning. Do you want more?” Of course my answer Yes!


After my positive answer we are in the cab of rising elevator. The door is open and for surprisingly there are such drab, dirty, very terribly unpleasant sight. I interrogative look at them! And Boroda says: “This is happiness too!”

We rising upward and all became unbearably terribly at the cabin, blowing from every quarter, cold wind and rain everywhere. Cab is scratching, it seems that it has collapsed now. I tolerate, but at some point cannot resist, I want run away. Then Boroda opens the door and show me…
I see something and understand that I from a minute of total happiness and can’t stray from the path and lose patience. And just when it seems that the limit now and no possibilities go forward, then it comes what are you going long and patiently.

Very powerful dream!

naked in the cave

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I dream big cave in the rock, filled with warm clean water. So paradise place. Lagoon with curly lianas and floating water lilies. And this is my home where I live. Instead of doors are such lianas. The whole situation in a modern apartment, but everything is under water - a sofa, bar, table, furniture... I am moving there by swimming absolutely naked. Surprisingly, beautiful guy coming to the door and ask for visit. I agree. After he sits at squat, touching the water by hand and frankly watching me under the water. Then I am lie down on the sofa. All of the body in the water, and head over the water. Fell asleep for a couple of hours. It turned out that he not left me. He immediately sat on the edge of sofa and I began to feel his hands on my naked body, so incredibly gentle touch. He slides along my neck, chest, stomach and ... Excitation is very strong, I cannot convey in words. I have already understand what's going on, but stopping impossible:)

P.S. Very similar dream I have dreamed long time ago. But there cave was without water, and all things like in the Stone Age. There were spread out skin of animals on the floor and live fire burns. Dressed in ancient leather clothing I was the keeper of the hearth. Similar man came here on the horse, which tied near the entrance of cave. It was incredibly romantic dream, therefore I remember it still.

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about me

For creation of this blog I was inspired by a memory from my student period living in a hostel. When I got up in the morning, my neighbors, from the room, waiting stories eagerly, that I dreamed last night. Dreams always were unusual, such even if you want - cannot be invented:) And still I see them so much.

I have another rare feature that in fact creates me some difficulties in life, and it is also connected with sleep. During the day, I have repeatedly occurs spontaneous and uncontrolled falling asleep. I cannot manage this process. Until that if at this moment, I will be going by bus standing and holding by handrail, I will fall asleep standing up right there:) Or even on the go. You understand, what it entails consequences. For example, driving my car and feel an impending state, I immediately parked wherever, to sleep in the car 15-30 minutes.

The work in social life is almost closed issue for me. But although, I must confess that my views on life do not agree with conventions and games of society. So I'm voluntarily left the job in corporation 1.5 years ago and since then the desire to return has not yet occurred:)

about my blog

This blog is about my dreams which could be usual and extremely incomprehensible, also conscious and unconscious dreams. I see them a lot, really a lot. Therefore, I would like to share with you my discoveries and thoughts on this topic.



Today's post I will begin with a story about myself. I am a dreamer and I believe in miracles, because miracles everywhere. And if you are open to them, they always will be happen in your life. I love to watch my dreams, colorful, bright, with the smells, tastes and non-transferable subtlest feelings, which may even be brighter than in reality.

I will hold you in my world of fantasies and dreams, where is no place ordinariness and simplicity. Stories about my dreams sometimes could be incomprehensible, because I want to be extremely frank with you. Maybe this will help you and me to understand something for each self. I’ll be grateful you for leaving comments and then we’ll sharing the journey into mystery unknown.

Not so long ago I began to watch conscious dreams and just recently experienced this truly inexpressible feeling when you can say that of your dream quality of life in reality changes. I hope to find here like-minded persons and friends.

Wish you love and beautiful dreams...
Sincerely, your Helen:)