Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

11 April 2009

love in a desert

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Today there was a lot of different dreams. One of them is very pleasant. As if we were a group of people traveling across the desert. I see a young man, who I like very much. We are changing views. It seems to me, he like me too. The sand around, under feet interesting vegetation found : a rare low grass casts shadows so if you look with great height on these trees. I photographed. Looking through the eyes of his, seeing as any active girl hang up on his neck. I'm giving way, I want to go faster, but to drop something out of the hands. Cannot, to raise, but some reach before me. My hand is on top of his. I am raising eyes: he is. We are on the haunches, eyes to eyes, hand in hand …)) Very erotic moment. We slowly climb up, not giving the eye and not leaving hands. He is higher then me more than a head. We are moving forward with the group, runs some tunnels, slopes, climbs the hillsof sand. We are staying in any large empty house, like a school. He begins to ring me in the dance, I feel myself so small next to him. He separates me from the ground and circled in the air, holding me waist so that our eyes in front of each other. I feel his strong arms, shoulders, back under him clothes so real! I feel the smell of his skin. I am head over heels in love! We are folling in love! The long-forgotten feeling ..)))

P.S. This young man has dreamed me before. When I got the book Bradley Thompson “Informed dream for seven days”, I immediately start to practice. I saw informed dream in the first day. Inexpressible feeling! I will write more later. And on the seventh day it had a guy who I saw in a dream today. Here are just a perception, it was somewhat sad.

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Large spacious apartment, a noisy company, celebrate the New Year. We find ourselves with him in a separate room, sitting on the floor opposite each other. We talk about something, laugh, it`s very interesting to us to be together. Somebody knock in a door and call us to enjoy, but we remain. We can`t satiable company of each other. Eyes are burning, both filled of that sense of recognition of the approximation of love. Then we walked together of the high bank of the sea. Autumn. Coast entire large hills from the sand. I failed, he pull me. We are so happy! Everything seems so real. We are again in the same room, when suddenly I realize that this is a dream!The picture begins to gradually disappear, like a thaw. I cling to each image, trying to hold. I know for sure that it was all in my life! I just make sure of that! Again, try to check - this is a dream or not. I scream: “Is that all a lie!? Mom! Is all a lie? Is this not have been?!” And so I become sick from this, that I feel so strong hurt in the heart! I weep bitterly. Wake up in tears.

26 March 2009

my past life

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This dream I had a half years ago. In my dream I was clear that this is one of my past lives. Times were approximately 19 century. I was there incredibly graceful and beauty in a gentle pink dress, tied to the breasts. Magnificent view, graceful long neck and light skin. All shows – aristocrat of blue bloods. And the same beautiful soul - gentle, vulnerable, bright and clean. I was walking on the huge vast castle and my pink dress gently winds behind me. I come into the rooms one after another. In one of them similar events to the fairy tale Cinderella. There are women, girls and men of one family at the room, and they are very evil to me. I feel like an alien there, but for some reason must to live there. I am friendly with them, but they just had a gall to anger and hatred. I get out of this room and go to another. There I saw my baby child boy, so smiling and radiant. He is with baby sitter there. A room designed especially for him with all children's toys and things. All looks very nice. We play and laughing together. He was happy to see me.

After that I am going to the sea and I walked barefoot on the water. I really yearn for a husband, I love him so strong. It seems, he was in the distant voyage. And probably this is his house and his relatives. I am looking at the sea to far and a desire to drown arises of despair and anguish. But realize it or not, I do not know. I woke up.

22 March 2009

naked in the cave


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I dream big cave in the rock, filled with warm clean water. So paradise place. Lagoon with curly lianas and floating water lilies. And this is my home where I live. Instead of doors are such lianas. The whole situation in a modern apartment, but everything is under water - a sofa, bar, table, furniture... I am moving there by swimming absolutely naked. Surprisingly, beautiful guy coming to the door and ask for visit. I agree. After he sits at squat, touching the water by hand and frankly watching me under the water. Then I am lie down on the sofa. All of the body in the water, and head over the water. Fell asleep for a couple of hours. It turned out that he not left me. He immediately sat on the edge of sofa and I began to feel his hands on my naked body, so incredibly gentle touch. He slides along my neck, chest, stomach and ... Excitation is very strong, I cannot convey in words. I have already understand what's going on, but stopping impossible:)

P.S. Very similar dream I have dreamed long time ago. But there cave was without water, and all things like in the Stone Age. There were spread out skin of animals on the floor and live fire burns. Dressed in ancient leather clothing I was the keeper of the hearth. Similar man came here on the horse, which tied near the entrance of cave. It was incredibly romantic dream, therefore I remember it still.
лошадь , кавалерия , конь , конница , рама , станок , козлы , включение пустой породы в руде , героин , лошадиный , конный , конский , грубый , поставлять лошадей , садиться на лошадь , ехать верхом [horse]